Well Today is my first year anniversary- and I got the results of my mamogram & ultrasound (just a few days ago) - I opened them in the car park of the X-Ray & the tears just came - so I drove to a toowoon bay a local beach & sat looking at the ocean and the wind was fresh and the ocean so wonderfully blue going on forever in my eyes.
I just cried & cried the pressure is off - I called scottie and cried some more - just so happy such a huge weight has been lifted from my heart, I am free to live my dreams - not constrained by the fear of a shortened life. 
Up untill then I have not had any tears for myself - cried alot for the things I would miss out on if I died
These days knowing the hard stuff is behind me Ive shed just few tears mostly of absolute joy for the things that I thought I would never see.
Like my son harry in his 1500m walk at state athletics competition and all the wondeful things that a family brings,in the future like birth's 'n' wedding's and all that.

But today its all about me.

The pressure is lifted now I have proof there is absolutely no cancer in my breast's or any where in my body.

WHOOO  HOOOOO  (thanks stevo) 

I love that  word it is just how I feel ! 
LOUD & PROUD & EXCITED & ALIVE

Its Just fantastic to know I have freedom to have a future again. Freedom to make dreams become reality.
In reality I have always had a future as my faith in GOD is Huge.
  Whatever this world dishes out to me now & in the future, I can do all things through him - anything is possible.
WHHHOOO HOO!!!! Yee HAAA & AMEN.

 Ps for all those Canadians who read this looking forward also to Mark & Monique's wedding and spending some fantastic days with you guys in august - cant wait!