It's Easter and I just wish I could see and talk to my dad. I miss him so much.

I found out last week that I have a hernia in my abdominal wall. I knew something wasn't right when there was a bulge the size a an apple on my lower abdomin. I go in for a CT scan 4/2 and then meet with the hernia doc on 4/15 so my surgery will probably be at the end of April sometime. The doctor said that its from the c-section and the reconstruction. It weakened my stomach.

I am so tired of doc stuff and surgeries I will be down for 6 weeks! Just when I thought I was in the clear and on the mend. I am not looking forward to drinking the white stuff they gave me either.

I feel so bad for my family. I have been such a burden. My kids don't understand and Jon really needs me to get back to healthy.

Well, we will keep rolling with the punches.

Danielle~ I am sending you BIG hugs. I am so sorry about Ron. I know nothing I say can make you feel better but in time it will get easier. If you need to talk or if you need anything please let me know. Just know you are on my mind and in my prayers.