1/5/2006 I am so going crazy with the waiting, this thing feels so SURREAL as if I know already and I cant tell anyone yet coz they'll think im crazy. Had to tell some people at work so I wont loose it all together at work today. This is all going to fast for me. Tried to call the Drs for the pathology results so I can take them to the surgoen tomorrow. 

2/5/2006 Still trying to get the path results from the Boipsy ultrasound. The GP's got them and we are off to pick them up - ugg the GP wants to see us with out and appt,  I knew it - walk in sit down - she tells us the best way she can its Adenocarcinoma - ductal in origin, a fancy word for - BREAST CANCER.

The tears slipped down my face and hugged my scottie as we got a copy of the results to take to the surgeon and off we went, as we drove I reached out to my honey Id forgotten him and asked him if he was OK he looked at me and cried - we both went quiet. 
 Saw the surgeon Dr Laura: The plan is lumpectomy and 2/3 auxillary clearance, more than likely chemotherapy and radiotherapy.

Went home and had to tell the kids I have Breast Cancer.