8/5/06  Slept realy well last night today is the beginning of the "fight of my life" got dressed and packed my bags for the hospital. I have lots of lovely women praying that there will be a host of angels surrounding me all day today. Hugged and kissed my beautiful kids and off we went.

I still have to keep checking myself " yep" I do have breast cancer and the TV's are full of bloody adds reminding me of it at the moment. Reality sets in im here to have CANCER remover from my body this sucks!

I found out that lots of people love me and its overwhealmed me. I meet my anesthetist and the drip goes in its an all girl theatre with one token male thats nice. Im off to sleep, mmmmmm wake up in recovery Im alive I made it - quick check most of my boobs still there - great.

I am amazed at how I can move my arm around, have 2 drains and pain IV which is making the pain OK. Just want to get to the ward to see my scottie I miss him, harry & laura visited, my sister & kids also and lots of phone calls too. Flowere everywhere!

Mmm have been throwing up lots despite the antinausea drugs. Cant roll on my side thats a pain!

Took a sneak peek at my boob's and they look great still have my cleavage - fab!  

9/5/06 Well I saw the Surgeon - will have the results in 5 days: what grade and stage of cancer and the hormone receptors, physio - gave me exercises to do and BC nurse talked about any help I needed and there will be a community nurse visit me at home till the drain comes out. Ugggg cant drive till the drain is out.
Im off home then.