25/5/06 Bloddy nightmares - part of this stupid journey is crazy dreams last night was refrigerators chasing me around hospital I had to get a part to fix it but as I ran away the hospital blew up like the twin towers on sept 11 - uggggg crap! might have something to do with all the tests ahead - have to have a Full Body Bone Scan, blood tests, Chest X-Ray, an abdominal ultrasound and a GPHS gated pool heart scan thiny. these are to see how fit I am for chemo and to see if the cancer has spread anywhere else.
26/5/06 Ultrasound, GHPS & CXRtoday - Im worried the most about the cancer spreading and cant wait to get the results of the next few tests, I hop of the U/S table and even though the lady's not supposed to tell me she gave me the all clear YAHOOOOOOO what a marvelous relief and a great weight has bee lifted of my shoulders. Had lunch with beautiful nicola today-she is such a princess I love her!
Had the GHPS thingy and I have a groovy heart with an ejection fraction of 61% so I can have my chemo! 
28/5/06 The wagons are circling my best mates are creating a friendship circle to protect me and support and love me through this journey just like in the old day when the pilgrims were being attacked by the indians! (tears flow-they are so beautiful).
Going to sydney to meet up for lunch with my girlfriends from school - Corinne, Dianne, Jenny, Danniel and Jacqi B. We are meeting at the Manly 16ft Skiff Club. There were lots of hughs all round. We had a great afternoon eating, laughing, chatting and generally just having a great time together, we shared lots of old time stories. The day was glorious the yachts and ferries cruised by all day. Had the best day THANKS GIRLS.