Its been a little rough lately. I haven't been feeling well at all. The weekend was the worst. I felt like I had been hit by a truck and I was really nauseous. I think the surgery has added to my discomfort a bit. I can only sleep on my back right now. Reality is setting in this is going to be hard.

Thank you to everyone who is supporting me in so many ways. At this point I don't know what kind of help I am going to need yet. I will know more when I get a few more treatments under my belt. Thank you to everyone who is praying for me.

I plan to be real honest in my journals here. It will be very therapeutic for me to write about how I am feeling. I will try to update as much as possible. I haven't been on the computer much because of how I have been feeling.

I have to give myself this shot of Neupagen everyday. I am not liking it at all. My hat is off to all you who are diabetic. My medication does make me a little loopy now and then so please forgive me if something is rather random or does not make sense at all 

My second treatment is on Thursday. It will be interesting to see how I feel after that one. I will let you all know.