I had my treatment yesterday. Everything went smoothly. They added the steroids back in and I actually do better with them. I feel super nauseous right now. I took a nap earlier so not so tired. I know I need to eat but nothing sounds good at all so I just drink water for now.

I really have to learn to be honest about how I am feeling with my family. I put on this smiley face when on the inside I just want to go to bed. It gives them a false sense of mom is alright so I end up getting into my old routines and wearing myself out. I really had to sit lyss and jon down and remind them I have cancer. I have never been one to take care of myself when I was sick. I always suffered through whatever cold,flu or other sickness I would catch. This is different and I am not even 1/2 way through. It was hard but it needed to be done. The shock had warn off but I was still sick. It brought things back into realization and we all hugged in the end. I hated showing my weakness.

Laura Arnold~ Thank you so much for the fantastic dinners you made for us. Spaghetti, salad and garlic bread. Beef tenderloin roast, twice baked potatoes and green beans and chocolate ice cream!

Susan Cole~ Wow! Honey baked ham, coleslaw, baked beans, potato salad, ciabatta and potato rolls, caesar salad and that amazing caramel brownie dessert! Flowers!

I cannot tell you all how grateful my family and I are. Its like christmas every meal day. You are all so kind.

Sherri~ Angie told me the whole story! That girl if there is a hole in the ground to be found she will find it and bite the dust Too funny. I can't wait to see you all. Tell everyone hi and that I love them. Love you too! Take care.

Well I think I am going to have to go put something in my tummy Have a great weekend!